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april 22. [22 Apr 2008|09:14pm]
since the last time i was on i've broken my pelvis, totaled a car, been beyond broken, got a new car, failed school, and started dating someone else. tylerlane<3 we started dating april 4 and he may not be a "pda" fanatic like me but he's sweet, can talk, and actually cares. gah i just hope to stay focused for the last month of school.


    all i feel is agression, towards your sick sad excuse skeleton of a boy.
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[12 Nov 2007|02:21am]
 eek im at my friends house: meliisa and alex(the guy that i was talking too like last week) is here too. hahah and today i told him i got a boy friend earlier and he freaked the fuck out and was like imma kick your ass next time i sees you and hahah HE DIDNT. woot woot and we are bored and this past weekend has been so fun me and emilie are goood now and me and kyle are DATING. on 11/11 eeek lauren = happpy faseriouss <333 

HOLLA.lauren
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[07 Nov 2007|10:48pm]
well, the past few days have been overdramatically fun. last weekend was so much fun, saterday we had a party at courneys which of course was hugely fun, and kylees went :). well,  i got my car back tuesday and ever since ive been trying to catch up with people considering ive been punished for the past two months. well today was kyles birthday, and afi got him alot of nonsence gifts that i think he all in all liked haha. well after school me and him hung out at the mark and it was so picture perfect i cant evenexplain i think im falling for this guy more than i imagined, and i dont want tocatch myself. and connor who i havent talked to in forever called me and we caught up and this weekend coming up is going to hopefully be the shit. me and kyle are hanging out like all saterday !:) haha so many people from school think we are dating and i kinda like it which is weird for me considering i usually am not the dating type. haha idk i need to take this step by step but i kinda want something spontaneous at the same time. haha im weird as shit. and IM GETTING SO FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF I CANT FUCKNG WRITE ANY SUBSTANTIAL LITERATURE. as well as after christmas emilie is leaving dunham and im so fucking sad because im probably never going to see her and were gonna be distant and im not going to talk to like anyone at schoool. :x ahh immma die. haha well imma go watch me some will and grace ill update later<3
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[28 Oct 2007|12:44am]
 eek sorry i havent updated in a while, a few things have happened since then, well i got a kitty that im madly inlove with and shes just what i wantes, black with green eyes. hehehe and well im not talking to anyone so to speak im a lone ranger. ive have a few crushed but most of them have had girlfriends so yeah lacking in the boys department. but i saw my physciatrist and it was good in getting tested for depression, dixlexia, and adhd lol thats gonna be .. a blast lol but tonight i thought i saw my ex when i was driving with my mom to pick up my brother.. and i did and it was really weird because i didnt say hi but if i would have that would have been ever weirder, ugh idk im going to go sleep but ill update again soon <3
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[16 Oct 2007|11:59am]

hey hey hey. so update on my life: havent gone to school in the past two days + friday. hehe i realllly havent felt in the mood to go to school or see anyone there except emilie. but considering shes been skipping school too its all good. actually she just came to bring me a strawberry shake, EEEK YES. so yeah im talking to my ex boyfriend again hes so sweet -.- but i wanna seee him so bad. and i made a truuf to myself -- no mroe menthols after my pack im currently on because my throat hurts now im watching ryan shecklers life thing in mtv hehe .. quite entertaining. hes really not that cute to me but ahh it happens.

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